On being authentic

I saw this at a not very posh furniture shop and thought about it- a lot.  It is trying hard to be something it is definitely not.  It is new furniture trying to look as if it is old- with mismatched bits like some cheap chic but ends up looking like an embarrassed DIY effort or worse.  IMG_1133.JPG

I wondered if we also do this same thing with how we present ourselves- trying too hard to be something we are not.  When we imitate others, or present an image of us that is not authentic, not true to ourselves.  It is worth keeping this photo in mind when we look at others, celebrities and other famous people, trying to be them.  You can only be you, warts and all- that is what this photo teaches me.

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making portraits

Last week I finished my first portrait commission.  A good camera and a skilled photographer can take good photos of a person but when a portrait is commissioned, it needs to be much more than just a likeness.  Something extra is needed.  While trying to do this portrait, I found out that you need the eyes and mind of a child to look for details- the up or down turn of the mouth, the way the ears stick out, the hair line, the shape of the eye brows, shape of eyes, etc.  This can be much more important than getting hair and eye colours exactly right.  This was my first attempt and clearly did not look like the person I was drawing.

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After many attempts, this is what I got-

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Immediately you can tell the first one was not right at all!  The finished portrait was made with natural colours such as turmeric, coffee, onion skins and indigo along with pencils to reflect the personality of the man who likes spicy food and travel.  Hope the person likes it!

look at the sky

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(photo of the sky from my balcony)

When I was child, I used to spend hours lying on the terrace and looking at the sky.  The changing colours, the wind, the clouds, the planes, birds and sometimes the flying kites– all fascinated me.  In particular I loved sunsets.  As I grew up, my focus become more on the things in front of me- the book, the desk and later on, the computer- and inside the room.  Many years ago, I think it was Mia Farrow, who was asked how she got her creativity.  She replied that she always looks up at the sky.  Someone also wrote that while we are stuck inside, we forget to look at the amazing drama of the skies going on.  Again, I remember someone who photographed the skies from his window for a whole year- I think it is available as a book.  All great thinkers and creative people used to take walks outside and look at the skies.  John Constable said words to the effect that ‘light was his teacher’.  Nichiren says, “There are trails in the sky where birds fly, but people cannot recognize them. There are paths in the sea along which fish swim, but people cannot perceive them. All people and things of the four continents are reflected in the moon without a single exception, but people cannot see them.”

I remembered then how I used to look at the sky so much as a child and sure, it increased my creativity.  It was not wasted time but a time for rejuvenation, rest and reflection.  We tend to forget what we did as children, when we were freer of constraints- free of having to do’s- instead we found our own natural, instinctive and low cost ways of being creative.  Fortunately I always found the right house (or rather the house found me!), where I can look at the uninterrupted expanse of sky. I try to photograph these amazing scenes and they are on my computer or my camera for me to look at- even those are inspiring.  However, nothing beats looking at the real thing!

So now go out and have a look at this amazing thing above you- it is always there and always changing.  It will give you an instant creativity shot!